aiyo... really paiseh la... i think too much le ba... =)... paiseh for hurt you too ya... is i did't think so deeply... wu hui...wu hui... now u tell me... oni i know wad had happened... i know u very sad too... but i still think of u another way(bad way)... really paiseh for it... but seriously i did't angry with her la... she so good... and teach me a lot of things de... somemore i feel i very no face to face her lo... because when competition... zzz... really sorry la...XD
haiz... so stress... i in my house just like in the hell... LOL... not so kua zhang la... but almost ady... haha... today... i fight with my brother... we are not scold here scold there de fight... it is really fight... because of his stupid temper... I HATE HIM !!!! today i wake up early in the morning... don know why... these day keep wake up so early... LOL... i wake up at 7am... but sleep at 1am last night... but i feel very jin sheng... so don wan sleep le... then open computer and online... until 8 something... i go bath... because later i wan go church... until 8.45... i go check the washing machine finish washing the cloths or not... but it is still 22 minutes more... so i told my brother... if later i go out le remember please help me add water(coz the washing machine spoil ady)... it still need add two times water... so i told him... but do u know how is he reply me ?? he said... 等下你不会回来了吗？？ 问这种废话？？ 废！！！ 笨到要死！！！ wat a stupid person !!! i just remind him only... because i scared i can't finish it... still need to hang the cloths wat... i where got enough time ?? then i stop arguing with him... i just can 忍 忍 忍 !!! cannot talk much... always like that... i really HATE it... but after that... he still want keep scold and scold... wat he think he is ??? he thought he is the king ??? what he done is always got dao li ??? he always think he is the right... although he is the wrong... then i can't tahan anymore... i told him i just remind him... why u want keep talk and talk ??? then he start become crazy... he kick the pail to me... he shout loudly... 你还要顶嘴?? 你不要惹我!!! then i said i don have wrong... why u wan scold me ??? is u talk so loudly and no manners le... then he start hit me... he shout like crazy and said... I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF... U SHUT UP !!!! i really angry that time... why i can't fan kang ??? i fan kang then he cannot control himself and keep hit me ??? he cannot control himself because he is crazy... i really wish to close him into the jail... somemore he sprained my hand which is i sprained when play volley ball... he just a crazy man !!! he keep kick me and hit me... i really HATE him !!! if not because of my mum... my younger brother... i sure will tell everyone the truth... this guy is just FAKE... ACT !!! infront of many ppl... he is a person who are very si wen... got manners... always help mother do housework... they just don know HIM... a DEVIL...
after the fight... he go out... he fetch brothers go my mum's shop... but i don wan follow... i really angry and HATE him... i wish to run off my house... eventhough i don have the key... my brother take ady... but i know where is the back door key... i go find it and open... i really out of my house le... but i don know where to go... i call kok yuan... ask where is kok yuan ?? and does he know any taxi driver's phone number ?? he said don know... then i off my phone le... i think now i can't go anywhere... so i go the shop behind my house... wait there and think... call my father ??? and live there....can ??? but i sure mother sure very very angry about it... so i cancel my idea... i decide call tiang's phone number... see her wake up le ma... then i take bus to there... but her phone no ppl pick up... haiz... haiz... where also i cannot go liao... so i call my father back... i just said pick me to mummy's shop... and did't tell him anythings... if not... the person who get scold by him sure is my mum... so i keep it in my heart... i did't tell mother too... later she is worry... haiz... a secret again... haiz... so many times le... when i grow up... when i can take care of my mum le... and i can earn money le... i sure call the police !!! let the whole world know who is this person...
he is the hell in my life... it is not the first time... if can.... i sure call police... or i will kill him someday if i can... WHAT HE THINK HE IS ??? JUST BECAUSE EVERYBODY SCARED HIM.... i tell u I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU AT ALL... u dare kill me then kill la... FAKE PPL... GOD SURE WILL FINE YOU SOMEDAY...
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering whyyou are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kissesyour forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
A true love... is won't so weak... if you cannot do that... but why you are promise everything before ?? Everyone in the world is selfish... now only i know why people always remind me don too believe in anyone... don always think every people is good enough... don always think no one is lying you...
i'm here to blogging... actually... i don wish to blogging again... but today is too boring le... don know wat can do at home also... LOL... now i just can type words with one hand oni... tat's my right hand... LOL... because my left hand get sprained... haha... one hand but two sprained le... painful u know ??? one is long long ago get sprained already de... but today morning sprained it again... one is just get sprained today morning... my finger... ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot bent it...TT my whole left hand cannot use ady... haha...
erm... i saw JunJia's blog today... quite meaningful... LOL... actually he is use to AN WEI somebody de... but when i saw it... it AN WEI me too lo... 爱一个人一定要在一起吗？ so i will choose another way... LOL... ben lai today got something give him... but now... i think better don give ba...=) so many homework wait for me...TT but... LAZY lo... who can help me do ??? haha... and o... got one bio's competition... WAT IS TAT ??? i totally don know how to do and wat to do so... and i don have my group also... this time sure DIE la...
爱会让一个人比一般人更快明白一些人情世故，让一个人比一般人更成熟，至少思想方面。思想成熟是好事还是坏事？至少有时会逼自己去接受一些不愿意接受的事实... Pick from JunJia's blog...=)
2:30 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
X Announcement~~~
these few day i think i won't write blog le... for special reason... wat reason ??? don tell u... LOL... if know also must diam diam hor... k la... don miss me ya...=)
7:10 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
X Friends~~~thx u two...muackz~~~
LOL... this boy so cute...=) haha... my best best best FRIEND give de...=) long time did't so best with her le... because i'm jian se wang yi lo... LOL... paiseh a.. next time i won't le... forgive me can ?? haha... today only i know friends is so important for me... they are who accompany u pass the hardship... they are who will care about u... they will support whatever u do... that's call FRIENDS !!! Friends !!!! I'm BaCk... LOL... today is a wonderful day... i'm very boring and sad at home... nothing to do... i miss him... so i decide go to PuEi pUeI'S house... no need to think too much anymore... so i go kacau kacau her... LOL... luckily she at home... after i reach her house a while... i ask her... do u want accompany me to go find JIE ?? by legs... haha... at kosa... then we walk... actually raining tat time... i'm so touch that she will accompany me... =) then we are chatting... she ask me why will break with him... bla bla bla... then she tell me some about her personal things also... in the rain... we are walk slowly... chatting... when she tell me something... i'm crying... haiz.. don bother la...
erm... after about 10 minutes ba... we reach cute cute shop there... suddenly rain heavily... we are impossible to continue it with an broken umbrella... LOL... so... we call JIE come and fetch us... paiseh a JIE... raining also call u out... haha... then we reach JIE's house... we are in her room... then we chat also... LOL... chat non-stop... haha... then i feel hungry le... tat time already 2pm le... i still haven't eat... then i say i wan go out eat lo... but suddenly JIE's mum has cook "lv dou tang"... then we eat lo... don know aunty isn't heard i'm saying i'm hungry very loudly... paiseh a... haha... after a while... i feel so sad... don know why... then i ask JIE can fetch us go JUSCO ?? we go shopping... LOL... i don want think of him anymore... but so difficult... don bother la... then we reach there le... we go eat donuts... with black coffee for three person... LOL... then after tat i bring them go see something very cute, nice and expensive... it is cost rm69.90... but i so like it... so nice... after that we shop again... then we reach the ACTION CITY... beside the ACTION CITY... still got a lot of shop sell those cute cute de things... then we go see... don know why... when i saw those things which are very cute and with pairs i will think to buy for him... or for us... i totally forget wat had happened... for me... i feel like he is still with me... but impossible la... LOL... luckily today have JIE and PuEiPuEi lo... if not i don know how to pass my days... if don have them accompany me... i think i will be crazy... haha... thanks u too... finally i only realise friends may put before LOVE~~~
8:36 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
X tears rolling down...
don know why... tonight... i feel this is the night most difficult to pass... same like yesterday... i feel so lonely... so sad... wat has lost in my life ?? i don wish to so down... i know u will angry... u don like i cry... and because is i let u go... i'm the one who say break... but i... i can't overcome it now... so miss u suddenly... i hope the time can cure everythings... but... once i remember all the moment i with u... remember all the words u said to me before... my tears are rolling down... the time i with u... so sweet... so happy... but this is no longer for this i know... this 5 months and six days... so meaningful for me... but i very regret... i have lost the watch u gave... maybe the thing is not mine... so遗憾... we did't celebrate for two months on 7th already... so much things have left for me... sad, lonely, tears...
so so so happy... finally exam end le... but i'm so scared... because this first exam i did't study lo... history more worst.. no study at all... because moral, bio, chemis, and history are in one day.. study bio and chemis also make me want crazy le.. haha... so give up history liao lo... plus... no time to revision lo... before competition want training... after competition then got peka, homework, and tuition's homework... so so so busy... everyday so so so tired... haha... so long did't updated blog le right ??? haha... no choice... erm... so nervous for the result... although i already know mo maths and add maths le... my classmates help me curi curi tengok de... haha.. so sad... not good as other ppl... but never mind... i will try my best next time... never never give up...!!!! KaMbAtIk...^^
