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for me...
not really like this year...
i feel that i very busy...
not enough rest...
study, homework, tuition, training.
these all things make me want burst...
haiz...
don know le...
feel like not happy at all...
i don know wat i'm thinking sometime also...
actually this year i did't busy for st. john...
nothing for me to do also...
wat i'm busy maybe is study lo...
haiz...
maybe stress gua...
so wish can go back to become a child...
i feel eveything is different when grow up...
friends, study, my mum and many lo...
i always think why should i study so hard ?
and after that i get result le my mum also unhappy...
she said to me actually she not really very happy even i tell her when i get the PMR result...
when i heard that...
my heart drop into a deep hole...
now everytime i study until pek cek and i remember wat my mum said...
i really want give up le...
but i don want to become loser...
maybe my attitude very stubborn gua...
and these day i feel kok yuan and me seem like very far apart le...
maybe is my problem gua...
because everytime is me make him unhappy or emo de...
i'm not wish de...
because i'm very fan also...
erm...
don know how to say the feel le...
i really scared...
i scared we will break...
because he tell me before...
he scared he will don like me le...
i think maybe this day will come true...
because i treat him so bad...
haiz...
fan la !!!!!
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