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erm...
yesterday quite sad...
something happen la...
he lo...
make me emo...
somemore cry...
haiz...
something i really don understand...
but i know that i can't ask him...
because if i ask him...
that's mean i kena bom liao...
he too sensitive to the past...
so diam diam...
haha...
now we nothing liao lo...
just like before...
same...
wish u be happy...^^
today go school also like no use de...
somemore headache...
maybe dewan too hot liao...
make me uncomfortable...
haiz...
suddenly look like wan pengsan while playing badminton...
so i stop playing and sleep lo...
damn xian a...
tonight i got go church( JC Radix )...
very funny...
when games time...
they push me to play lo...
suddenly i can't see anythings...
because they blind my eyes...
then put something infront of me...
KONG BU...!!!!!!!!
like i'm blind ppl...
i just can listen instruction from my cousin...( HanTen kor kor )
if don have him...
i'll sure will fall down...
haha...
9:00 AM
haha...
today is the last holiday for deepavali...
damn funny...
today tiang and i go thomas's shop for asking how to do the report...
then i go eat first...( i haven't eat my lunch )
damn hungry that time...
but finally...
i can't finish it...
i always like that de...
haha...
then i let he eat lo...
haha...
today he say "i hate u" to me again...
yesterday also got...
but i did't kira how many times he said...
today i got kira lo...
totally he has say 6 times ady...
quite sad...TT
but i know he just kidding only la...
haha...
and today i say three times " bye bye " to him liao...
so...
equal...
haha...
afternoon sau wui and he go to "QuanGuan" to training...
tiang and i also follow...
just go and see only la...
their coach very moody leh...
haiz...
make me and tiang so scared lo...
haha...
then we go back thomas's shop...
when we reach there...
we have a chat with thomas's mother and thomas...
suddenly...
thomas hit the table and tell us got a "A Piao" behind him...
then our topic are suddenly jump to "a piao"...
after a while...
we asking them where the "a piao" now...?
then thomas's mother say behind her...
haha...
got little scared lo...
"He" seems like hear what our talk...
wakaka...
really scared lo...
but after a while i don scared le...
actually also not really scary la...
haha...
then we are follow thomas went back his house...
on the way, we saw sau wui and he walking back to thomas's shop to find us...
so...
thomas fetch them also lo...
then we continue to thomas's house...
after that we enter thomas's room...
very pretty lo actually...
not like a guy's room also...
so many cute things...
then we play a game in his room...
haha...
i'm the loser lo...
haiz...
after that...
thomas fetch us to perling mall again...
to play the music de...
but...
suddenly i wan go back le...
really sad lo...
just play a while only...
haiz....
actually can continue de lo...
but i scared my mum angry...
so no choice lo...
somemore i did't tell kok yuan i wan go back le...
haha...
and i did't bring back the CD that thomas burn to me and tiang...
i let tiang keep it...
but she left it at thomas's car...
so i can't bring back lo...
i very miss the CD lo...
got a lot of things...
haha...
so...
tomorrow i will go to school and take from tiang...
haha....
4:55 AM
today is tuesday...
and is holiday...
because deepavali...^^
then i go see movie with thomas,kok yuan,sau wui,tiang,fu long,ke xin,an hui and little sau yang...^^
today very happy lo...
somemore sweet la...
why so sweet ?
don wan tell u...blek...
haha...
tiang and sau wui also very cute lo...
two are funny couple...
make me and kok yuan keep laughing...
today the movie we watch is " the coffin "...
very scary lo...
keep kena scared today...
haiz...
very pity...
the story very nice...
and kok yuan sit beside me...
so he keep accompany me lo...
haha...
he cool blooded de...
not scared at all...=.=
but after the movie...
we'all are in the car...
then thomas say he saw some " a piao " there....
keep walking there lo...
so scary...=.=
and sau wui also say he got heard the sound...
lol...
haha...
today tiang and sau wui treat me...
good...
haha...
because they make me angry yesterday....
they did't say to me that they got go saravin's house...
then make me did't go lo...
long time no see him le...
very miss him lo...
still remember i cry in school two times because of somethings kena masuk card merah...
then saravin very good lo...
he say he help me tell the teacher that i did't do wrong...
then the next day...
some ppl help me see the red card...
my names disappear liao...
really happy lo...
he is a very good guy...
haha...
thanks him a lot lo...
actually today really a nice day lo...
haha...
and we play like siao le...
and thomas also...
he really pro lo...
play wat also so geng de...
even the games is using chinese de he also know how to play...^^
no one can say he not clever lo...
because his brain don know use wat do de...:p
haha...
8:02 AM
haha...
today is quite good for me...
damn happy de...
because long time did't go church liao...
today go church seem like very happy...
haha...
after the service...
i go for lunch with JIE YING,SUI YING,SZE HUA,NARESH(don know the spelling right or wrong),JASMINE,SHI LEI,NATALIE and sister TRACY...
we go eat mcdonald at nusa bestari...
we take a quite long time...
then after that we have a practice for christmas de...
the dance we dance is modern dance...
little like hip hop de...
i dance like kanasai lo...
because i miss two class le...
this time is the first time i go...
hai hao i can follow a bit la...
haha...
tired lo...
don know wat dance lai de...
all dance until like bathing...
because really tired a...
somemore i feel want sleep le...
so my eyes quite red that time...
haha...
funny...
but i think after sometimes we can dance well la...
now all also cannot follow well...
Jia You ba...
And another things is today so many people asking kok yuan...
they keep asking is it kok yuan are ur bf...?
kok yuan like u a?
such that things la...
aiyo...
then all my answer is hai hao lo...
actually i also don know wat i answer...
all question i just reply them a smile and hai hao lo...
haha...
8:20 AM
i think i really got little qi guai...
at normal school time...
i can play like the others...
can shout can run...
play until crazy...
but sometimes...
i really found myself very diam lo...
i also don know why...
just don know wat to say...
and wat to do...
so just sit and laugh...
like i'm not with them...
haha...
like an idiot...
but this quite good for my mum...
because she always say me like a children...
run here run there...
talk this talk that...
play this play that...
very fan...
she wan me become a real girl...
diam diam de...
very shi wen de...
haha...
very funny...
today i go yam cha with thomas , ke xin and kok yuan...
thomas lost again when fetch me...
because of somebody lo...
so clever de...
bring thomas go highway...
and need to pay the toll fee...
so paiseh lo...
thomas bring me to yam cha then wan he use his money...
haha...
today ke xin very degil...
keep don wan eat the cake...
morning session de students so good lo...
got trip...
we only got stupid badminton competition...
after PMR...
we go school only like ghost then fly here fly there...
don know wat to do lo...
so now i keep reading story books only...
so xian lo...
yesterday i ponteng go find thomas...
haha...
today ponteng go buy present...
very pro...
haha...
now i feel we are very pity...
because teachers don wan bother us le...
just do their things...
and left us at dewan...
they doesn't know how pity we are lo...
so ke lian...
everyday keep going same things...
want crazy liao...
haha...
k le...
very tired liao...
GoOd NiGhT...^^
HaVe a nIcE dAy...
9:47 AM
haiz...
sick le...
vomit three times in one night...
that time really xing ku...
but a person keep pei wo late in night...
if not then i will too scared and die...
haha...
now i'm high fever lo...
morning fever until almost 40 le...
very nan shou lo...
haiz...
now eat what also no taste...
my hou long seem like guai guai de...
maybe vomit le too many time le gua...
haha...
3:00 AM
有人说...
爱的感觉总是一开始时甜蜜...
总觉得好像多了一个人陪... 多了一个人帮你分担烦恼... 你终于不在孤单了... 因为至少有一个人会想着你... 恋着你... 只要能在一起就是好的... 但是慢慢的... 随着认识的加深... 你开始发现了对方的缺点... 于是问题一个接一个出现... 你开始觉得烦,累... 甚至想要逃避... 其实爱情就像磨石子一样... 有人总想找到一个适合自己的石子... 但你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢? 或许你刚捡到的时候不是很满意... 但请记住... 人是有弹性的... 很多事情都可以改变的... 只要有心,有勇气... 与其到处去捡未知的石头... 还不如将自己已拥有的石头磨光磨亮... 你明了吗? 别随意把未知的石头都捡起... 珍惜你所拥有的... 这就是恋爱的开始... 不要随便牵手... 更不要随便放手... 要好好珍惜你身边的人噢... 每一段感情都不容易拥有... 而要遇上一个真正爱你的人更难... 我真的很珍惜你,在乎你... 不会放下你的啦... 别再担心了啦...^^ 以前的事过去了就过去了... 不要再想了... 以前不会是现在... 现在也不可能是以前... 想了也没用啊! 现在就是现在...^^
11:32 PM
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PMR end le...
so good sia...
but somebody wan exam soon le...
haiz...
sunday i cannot go duty le...
but this not i wan...
really sad...
something confuse in my life...
i love my god...
but i really cannot found what he wan talk to me...
what is my purpose?
i think is St.John...
"service for mankind"...
but i really scared i walk wrong...
today got a speaker come from America...
the speaker very good...
he know what we are think now...
i really confuse...
hope i will get the answer soon...
i really like St.John...
and my God too...
but sometimes really hard to choose...
haiz...
YeaH...!!!
mErDeKa Le....
haha...
sorry a...
cannot go the SuNdAy de duty le...
forgive me...PLeaSe...
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8:51 AM
now so excited le... tomorrow is PMR le wo~~~ i will perform very good de... and get a good result...!!! if can i wan get 8'A... if cannot... get 6'A or 7'A also can la... haiz... he say he has updated his profile... but finally don have lo... he is so so so lazy person... haha...
wan exam le... KaMbAtEh Ba ^^
6:13 PM
He really busy sometimes...
somemore he is sick these few days...
we so so so long time don have a long chat le...
may be not long time la...
just one or two day only...
but i wan exam le...
cannot chat anymore...
today i feel little lonely...
may be these few days i at home alone ba...
but today i cannot find him...
he is sick...
when afternoon i wan to find him....
i forget he got tuition...
so paiseh...
sorry a...
i not really wan disturb u de...
because i have study until so stress...
wan to find u chat only...
haiz...
got little no mood le...
very scared PMR...
my tuition teacher say relax le...
but every times he say this make me more stress...
erm...
now i need to jia you le...
write everythings out make me feel comfortable...
haha...
KamBaTeh ba...
and Tiang too....
we are best friend forever a...^^
3:41 AM
yesterday o....
he make me very scared...
i though he angry with me...
haha...
and o...
i wait him until i don have eat when recess time...
so hungry that time...
but nvm la...
he say sorry already....^^
he wan exam today leh....
but i don know lo....
haiz....
i did't jia you for him....
but i know he must perform very good de....
he so pro wat...
i trust him can do well....
KamBaTeH a......^^
6:55 PM
haiz...i very nervous now...
PMR coming le....
this is my first blog...
don know wat to write a....
these day...many things have happen in my life...
but he really o...
everythings don dare to say...
he wan me to say first...
he say ladies first wat...
oh my godness...
he always did't reply my messages de...
he say he don like to sms and msn...
haiz...want exam le...
after exam only i write again...
3:02 AM |
